Friday, February 19, 2010

My death. My killing.

The suffocation is back.

Some of you may remember the nightmare I had throughout October 2007.  In the dream I was wearing a white long dress standing in the middle of a lake with a baby in my hands.  The layers of my dress floating in water, slightly strangling the baby.
I was holding her tight. I loved her.

And then I drowned her. I could feel her little limbs struggling and the movement slowing down. Just when she stopped moving I realised she was me.  Suddenly the dead baby became so heavy she drowned me with her. The suffocation was so real I woke to it every single time.
And I had this dream again last night. The horror and the shock remains, the agony so concrete.

And guess what.
I saw the dress I wore in the dream. The dress I killed in. the same dress I died in.  It was right there on Pronovias 2010 collection.

Great to know it was after all a wedding gown. Oh Belyndia you are gonna murder yourself when you wed. ….


4 comments:

  1. that must be scary.....
    hope u wont do that now u knw wat might happen on ur wedding day!
    and plus dont buy that dress!!!!

    how many times have u dreamed of that?

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  2. just once this year....but since the first time i had that dream it's been over 30 times. it just keep haunting me and now i know why -
    I AM A FASHION PROPHET lol
    (see i dreamt of a 2010 dress in 2008 ;P)

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  3. wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh thats super creepy...............!!!
    why is it appearing again? what reminded you of the dream? the rat? :O

    btw the dress i really nice. buy it LOL
    so you can die beautifully :)

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  4. omg...dia...scaryyyyyyyyyy!
    and its actually a dress in reality..WTH......

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