Some of you may remember the nightmare I had throughout October 2007. In the dream I was wearing a white long dress standing in the middle of a lake with a baby in my hands. The layers of my dress floating in water, slightly strangling the baby.
I was holding her tight. I loved her.
I was holding her tight. I loved her.
And then I drowned her. I could feel her little limbs struggling and the movement slowing down. Just when she stopped moving I realised she was me. Suddenly the dead baby became so heavy she drowned me with her. The suffocation was so real I woke to it every single time.
And I had this dream again last night. The horror and the shock remains, the agony so concrete.
And guess what.
I saw the dress I wore in the dream. The dress I killed in. the same dress I died in. It was right there on Pronovias 2010 collection.
Great to know it was after all a wedding gown. Oh Belyndia you are gonna murder yourself when you wed. ….
