The struggle between comfort and size

Following a night of hard core working out I suffered from severe headache and ruinous laziness this morning and couldn’t get out of bed until noon. I feel awful. Lesson learnt is when you haven’t exercise for a long time, TAKE IT SLOW. Never attempt to do a whole month’s amount of sport in one go.
So. May I suggest this is the end of my attempt to go to gyms. (my god I can’t believe I am giving up before Eunice does. Oh wait or has she given up already? :P) I want a nicer body. I want to be toned and slim. But honey i lack the self-discipline to get out of my comfort zone and move my muscles and burn fat you name it. Let me be fat and happy. 

What got me out of bed in the end?  STARVATION. FOOD. What else. And right after eating I went out to get my new shoes – I am so excited about them!!! Will pair them up with the right outfits and have their photos uploaded real soon. I promise. 

The shoe place is in Strand and there’s a Topshop near by – for those of you who has read Aegean’s post I HAVE BEEN HUANTED by the need to go to Topshop. That rose print dress is utterly stunning and I just need to try it on you know. So I did. And was disappointed.

Pink flower cup bandeau dress, Topshop

I really like the dress. Love floral print (along with studs, laces, animal print and glitter lol) and isn’t that dress moonily romantic. But the dress I tried on is a size 10 i.e. US size 6. And I could barely breath in it. And my tummy is totally obvious even though I tried my very best to tuck in (then I thought of the heavy lunch/breakfast I had).  Sorry dress it’s not your fault but it just will not work between us.  :’(

Talking about sizes I am horrified by the fact that I am no longer a size 8. That Topshop dress is pretty tight but I couldn’t fit in a size 8 in Reiss neither (here you go i am thinking of what I ate again). Time to face my fatness (yes avoirdupois, or whatever you spell it)  and do something about it. I am 160cm/5ft3 and 54kgs/120bls/8.5stones. Yes I am 120bls. No I am serious.  So my target is to get down to 105bl in 3 months. Do you think it’s possible? (please don’t say no. I’ll be heartbroken and grieve til the end of time.)

Project F: Lose a stone in 12 weeks.

From now on I’ll put down my weight/measurement here every Saturday so you all can monitor and witness my progression. Give me your support people :)